Good news, Batman found work
Bad news, its in Colorado
He's planning on taking off tomorrow and they start the job on Monday. He's going to be helping out his old crew that all moved up there with their families and I'm being left behind to take care of Avery and this pregnancy. I'm not looking forward to it but Batman has been talking about moving out there for the last couple of years. Our lease will be up the end of September and I'm guessing this baby will be due November so we could possibly get everything moved out there between months. Its going to be crazy. I don't want to move further away from my parents and especially my girlfriend down in Houston but this is Batmans dream. I'm not really a mountain girl. I much prefer the ocean but if he's got work and is able to maintain it to where he's providing for his family, I should be supportive.
I'm viewing this as a test so to speak. If it works out and hes actually brining home enough to live on (which he should be if he's not out partying with his buddies and drinking) then come this fall, we might be relocating our family.
I haven't said anything to my parents about him leaving for this job. It just came up this morning as an opportunity and it seams that anytime we involve my parents, they come up with negatives and I'm already having a hard time with the thought of Batman being away. My dad would end up saying derogatory things like how my husband is abandoning me....I don't want to hear those things. I don't know why my dad has been so nasty..Actually I do. He's frustrated that we're having another and still haven't managed to get up on our own two feet.
well, this is something to try at least. I don't know, I'm kinda feeling helpless and pregnant and stuck with primary care to our 7 month old. yes, I'm sure it looks horrible to my father who only wants the best for his kids. I let him down by involving myself with a felon whereas I should have gone and finished school out and found myself a horribly bitter man with a PHD that could finance my pedicures.
I just want to have a family that is happy and together and BAtman and Avery are my family and my focus. Sometimes you have to sacrifice things in order to achieve the great reward in the end. If we do move to the Mountains, I've always wanted goats so maybe I could start a herd of Mountain goats up there.
Happy WEEKEND yall