I had Avery's 6 month well baby check up Thursday and we got turned away when the Doc checked her. She's 19lbs 13 oz. and 28" but the Dr. listened to her lungs and she still has a tiny bit of weezing so we get to continue doing the nebulizer. this time only twice a day which is far easier to maintain then the every 4 hours we had been doing. We get to go back in two weeks to catch up on her vaccinations, I'm just thankful that we have a smart Doc who realized that the vacinations would be too much on her little system.

I am having a Birthday on Sunday...... dont know how I feel about it. getting older doesnt hurt untill I look in the mirror and notice the deepening lines around my eyes and mouth. wonder what I'm going to look like when I'm 50, I just have to keep telling myself it doesnt get any better then this and enjoy myself for the day. I started going gray at 21 and these last few weeks my hair has been falling out by the handfuls. It's really quite disgusting and BAtman is amazed at the nest of wet hair left by me in the bottom of the shower in the morning. I read somewhere it's a hormonal thing; After a few months of giving birth a womans hair will quickly start to thin. Guess I'm getting back to the normal side of things again.
Something else I have noticed while I'm on the subject of my body..... is love handles. this time last year I was aproximately 4 months pregnant and the first change in my body aside from my breast growth/tenderness was that about 2" above each pelvis bone I started getting fluffy. there was a puffy layer of what felt like fluid or I guess it must have been early prego fat and now that I've lost all but those last 10 lbs. I'm left with the same small mounds of roundness. my body before use to curve ever so softly into my waist . I remember viewing these mounds on other woman and critisizing their figures as less then mine and now I realize that Its simply momy love handles. do they every go away?