4 months of healthy living

Avery goes to the pediatrician today and we get to see how much my baby has grown over the past 2 months. this will be her 4month check up and the last time she got nasty shots in her chubby thighs. the nurse was quick about it but it still hurt and I even let out a cry because it hurts to see your baby getting shots.
I dont want to go today...we're going to get 4 more shots and Its just awful. last time avery was so sick and felt miserable afterwards. those vaccinations really wiped her out. I've read that the first dose is the toughest on the kids, that the secondary doses go much easier...we'll see.
I really dont want to go and make my daughter deal with this.
The Last visit Dr. B was saying what a healthy and entertaining girl Avery was. The doc marveled over how bright and happy Avery was and the thing that worries me is that even the Dr. said that Avery's next visit wont be so great. I questioned what the Doc ment by that statement and Dr. B said Avery would remember her office and how its not a 'happy' thing to be there.
Doesnt that about blow!? and I have to keep telling myself that taking my baby in for her vaccinations is what makes me a "Goood Mommy"
I do this because I love her and its what is best for my baby, but why am i so scared?

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Update:
we survived and Avery is recouperating with a long nap...those shots just take it out of her and I hate it but I love the peace and quiet for now. there was little if not any anxiety while we sat in the waiting room to see Dr. B. and avery was weighed and measured and the whole time she's just big eyed and staring up at me and wondering what is going on. then once the Doc came in with her funny little accent, avery starts smiling and lightly showing off. Dr. B kept mentioning how long avery's arms are, which that was nice instead of hearing how fat her legs are. we talked about avery becoming a basketball player and the doctor corrected me saying that she would get into what was her intrest...not that i'm a huge pusher of the game but i just figure thats what tall people play right? I told the doc about how i iceskated and the doc said that would be an excelent sport for avery to get into. I wonder what sizes they start making figureskates...gues she needs to learn to walk first.
anyway, my darling girl did really good, she did cry but momma managed to hold it together. I just held her while the nurse ran out the door and avery finally opened her eyes wondering where the lady had gone to that had hurt her. it was over as far as the shots and now we get to suffer through the weepy, weakness that comes from getting vacinations.
at 4 months of age Avery is 17lbs. and 5oz. and is 25 inches long...she's one healthy baby and I'm so very proud of her.
as a reward for getting her shots today, Avery and I went to target and got a bouncy seat, I know she doesnt quite feel like playing just yet but hopefully tomorrow she will be doing better and will want to play.