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Batman & Robyn

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cap'tn Dad

cap'tn Dad

Buyin' Time 4 Batman

All my girlfriends are miserable with the guys that they are with, while all my single gals are working so hard at meeting Mr. Right. No one is really happy.
I'm in a relationship that is already seasoned. Three years is a long time to have a boyfriend. Everyone that we know is asking, " Why aren't we married yet?"
I've loyally worn my "promise" ring for the past two years and now if I ask him about getting married, he just leaves it open. He doesn't respond with when he thinks would be a good time for us to plan our wedding. Is he wanting me to decide everything......? Or do you think he is stringing me along............? or worse yet do you think he has lost interest in our future!!!?!???
My "Promise" ring is actually a, "Put your life on hold" ring and buy the guy some time.
But in the mean time, do I allow him to call me his wife?

My Dad's a Time Bomb

Well my daddy never can be anything expected. He always has to be something unpredictable. Usually it feels a bit scary or unnerving to approach him just because you never know what he's going to do or say. And you usually save things with him until you absolutely have to deal with them. He soooo scary but today it went in a nice way........ overly nice.
I hate asking my family for help. but with a baby on the way, I guess dad just want to make sure I'm doing alright. I just wish I didn't have to bother with asking for hand outs. I want them to know that we're doing ok. Unfortunately with the resent move and batman working a second job we still are a little behind .
batman has let me down. im very disappointed with him. so this morning I made him talk with dad. ten minutes later, I'm hearing that if I want anything that I have to be the one to talk with dad. cry, panic, fear, hatred and a good fallapart cry again. Alright, ready to suck it all down and let dad know that I;m not managing things ok. and that I need his help. I don't want to do that!!!
the best part about my dad is that he is special and generous. for every bit of fear and worry that he creates in our head, dad can be so gentle and comforting. Today, I didn't actually state what I needed, but secretively, dad wrote out a check for 500 dollars and put it in my hand as he moved past me. I told him that that was more then what I needed to get us through the rut batman worked us into, and Dad wouldn't bother about it. the check was written, I had the money, and that was that.
He hugged me for a long while and told me that he loved me over and over. which always makes me cry, more so when he says that he cares for me. for some reason, I don't know if he feels love just because he can be so cruel. I just hope and pray that his generosity doesn't come and bite me in the ass later.
regardless of how he helps, there are always strings attatched. I still hear about how they just want the best for me and how I let them down each time that I don't fufill their expectations. thats one reason that I Hate going to them for anything.
I doubt that dad is going to hold this over me. It was out of the ordinary. I new that I could get the money that i needed. I just figured that he was going to sit batman and me down and talk for 3 hours in the living room and talk about how irresponsively we were and try to drive a wedge between me and batman. instead , dad freakishly turns mushy and goes over board on his giving.
I really appreciate the things he does. Dad does it out of love. Maybe, he's trying to make up for all the crap that he puts us through. Guess I should just learn to accept the times that he can be nice. Its just so weird.

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First attempt

got my blog up and running... I'm so happy and proud of myself. Hopefully I wont mess it up now. Still don't know how to place a photo for my profile but at least my beautiful babies are shown.
the solid white is Simone and she's crazy about shoes and the smells that they emit. Also ben-gay makes her nutty. She'll lick at the vapors till she's foaming at the mouth.
the nutty cat with the dark tail and the splotch on his head is called Riddler. I kept changing names on him and it became difficult to take him into the vet because they would request his name and it was constantly new.( I learned just to refer to him as "Johnny" for his office visits) But now he is named Riddler because he is such a mystery. his little boy parts are dark and when ever he's intrigued with something, he carries his tale in the shape of a question mark. so the name Riddler is fitting.

sweet kiddies 

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