something started lastnight

been up with contractions since 2 am last night. they were getting pretty strong and coming right about every 5 minutes up untill Jamie woke up at 6 this morning and got all flustered about it...I think his excitement kinda disturbed the progress I was making.
i have decided i'm probably going to get pain relief because the contractions I was having through out the night were pretty brutal. I'm just disappointed that I'm having this lul in progress.....that's what I get for telling jamie about it. I had kinda thought I should wait till he gets out the door to work and see how things are going this morning, but I figured if I had enough contractions from 5-6 before he woke, then I should tell him because that would have been 4 solid hours of good strong pain and movement.
wouldnt you know, as soon as I speak about it,,,the whole thing just kinda crumbles. I really need to stay calm and relaxed
and Mother,,,if your reading this,,,I will call you before going to the hospital OK!? if you would like to call me, fine! but please dont get your head excited and come disrupt things....not that you would,
I'm just really wanting to stay focussed and cool about everything. I dont need a bunch of panic going on.