Today my site meter reads 13,200 visits and thats been since june when I first got it set up . I think I should reward myself today, who would have thought that there are that many people that come and read my complaints and ramblings. actually I am pretty sure its the pictures of Avery that everyone keeps coming back for :)

yes, I have the most precious little girl, God has blessed me beyond any understanding. I'm so thankful for her health and marvel over how incrediblly smart Avery is. I wonder if there was a meter that could count how many times in a day I tell her that I love her, how many it would be.....I think I've passed 15times just this morning.
we get up in the morning and she giggles and smiles when she recognizes my face leaning over her crib. She slamms her feet into her mattress making it bounce and laughs with excitement knowing that her day is about to get started with her favorite mommy. I love my daughter (does that count as 16times now?) when I reach into her crib and pull her to my chest to get her out, my sweet Daughter knows how to give hugs and snuggles into my neck. I have made a new girlfriend this past week with the wife of a guy that works with Batman and they have a daughter Alexis that is a few weeks younger than Avery and the first time Kim held Avery, she was so touched that my daughter knew how to give hugs and was being affectionate to a new woman...I think Avery sensed that she was a mommy too and the fact that Kim is an attractive woman always makes babies behave funny. Have you ever noticed that a pretty person is welcomed so much quicker than say, someone who is not so attractive? even animals behave in this way, something about our brains , I dont agree with better treatment based on outward appearance and I hope Im able to teach my daughter that. but in the same mind set, I hope I'm able to teach Avery to not be so careless and blind when it comes to befriending people. I have been so dumb at times and do not know how to judge people, therefore I've befriended some of the wrong sorts of people and paid greatly in the end....i'm still learning to be a better judge of character and rely heavily on Batmans guidance. Anyway, enought about me.
My daughter is terrific and I kiss her way too much.... I want her slobber all over my face because I have a theory that's what keeps your skin soft and youthful.

Todays agenda since Batman is off work is to get Avery's and my name changed....at the hospital I was irritated with Batman for hogging the birth certificate papers and I refused to recognize him as her daddy and now we need to get that remedied. She currently has my maiden name and now that Batman and I are married, we really need to update names and such. I'm halfway reluctant about the name change and recommended that Batman just switch his name to match ours..... 2 out of 3 of our family members already match and we're living off of my daddy right now so why not have Batman switch to our family name? he wasnt that cool with the idea and I guess I should follow the rules of history and switch my name out to join my husband...guess that would keep the peace
wish me luck and if I'm having to get my drivers license redone, pray the picture turns out alright lol